Advance diploma/degree life

how could i appear in degree/advance ...?

isit that is a luck?

after 6 month , i got to internship..

shit~the start date is my birthday~

how could i celebrate~zzz

the internship should be 6 month...

so long...

now got to find a suitable company for me...

haiz...

i need rest~~~

my studies

secondary time...

one thing motivate me...

i honestly tell you...

this is real..

diploma time...

i have nothing dy...

thus, i have to fight to prove that i can do it!!!!

show my parents and mine...

i really can do it...

i successed finally...

but..

advance time...

make me upset...

make me strenghtless...

one thing i ask myself...

is it motivation gone?